FINALLY!!!! THE SPORTS CARNIVAL JUNIOR SENIOR CLASS PHOTOS WITH ALL OUR TROPHEYS!!!! Actually i got it from daniel's facebok haha so it means he still havent send to charmaine yet haha but never mind i got the photos here. People, it may seems as if the photos are small here but when you save it, it wont be as small as it is already:):)

WHERE IS MY FOOD!!!! my sister is happily eating dinner with her boyfriend now and not coming home straight away!!! and my dinner is in her luggage. SHE REALLY WANTS ME TO STARVE!!! please come home now!!!

Today my sister is coming to Singapore !!! She is coming back to visit her friends and ya der... she have to visit her boyfriend too... she says that she is coming back because she misses us but i dont believe haha i bet its because she misses her boyfriend!!! haha i wonder whether they will have a long distance relationship, if they are going to have it,im sure this relationship will continue for many years :)

Anyway today im just slacking at home for the last day before the school start. i cant wait for lessons and cca to start. Because i am seriously feeling useless with all these resting days. Im suppose to finish my japanese essay which is suppose to due last sat but because i didnt go for the lesson im going to hand in this saturday . But i still dont feel like doing it... Its after exam!!! Ah!!! Today i just spent my whole day watching movie and reading other people's blog... I just read Nicholas blog. And his blog is super funny!!! haha its so nicky style. Miss him so much!!! Met him in tj's student internship program 08, he is one year younger and studies in ip program. He is a super funny guy hahahaha being with him is really making my day the happiest haha There was once we had to do a skit like announcement with clare,infront of the whole school.Nicky and clare came up with 2 scripts. We couldnt do the 1st script and had to do that less interesting 2nd script because the DM didnt allow!!! Anyway i remembered that time i was super scared. usually the school doesnt pay attention to announcements but on that day, the moment we walked up, the whole school just became silenced and look at us!!! I was super scared but because the 2 of them were with me i felt much better. i think its because clare and i were wearing secondary school uniform so everyone were curious what we were up to. But we have no choice right?! we had to publicize for the 2nd orientation!!! haha its all because sin yee forced me to do it and i forced both of them to do it with me haha but i didnt regret doing it because i enjoyed and loved it alot!!! he just wrote in his blog that he tells his blog only to his close friends. im glad to be one of his close friends :) THANKS NICKY!!!

OUTING AGAIN!!!
haha yap yap today i went out today ... haha im a super busy women right after the exams over haha today we had a higher chinese dinner in parkway haha those who came were yy, angelina, me ,boon,weizhen and jia jia!!! Omg, do you know how long i havent seen them after graduation? SUPER LONG !!! i missed them so much!!! I missed the times when we were in that small airconditioned room with zhang fang for higher chinese lessons... haha alot of people envy us cause we had a airconditioned room for chinese!!! haha and its a small class with only 13 poeple... Every time after chinese , we will wear our shoe and walk slowly back to our classroom and we always get scolded by the teacher for reaching late haha Every lesson zhang fang will also start her meaningful talk and lun yu with us . And because our class is so small we get along very well... But... haha we are a very noisy and uncontrollable class . We talk, crap and laugh alot haha sometimes we get drawn away from the topic easily just by a random joke that pops out suddenly haha so we are very sorry to zhang fang lao shi cause we really created alot of trouble SORRY ZHANG FANG LAO SHI!!!Everyday i will look forward to chinese lesson. Its not because i love that language instead its because the people in the class will always make me feel happy, relax during the whole period... I really missed you guys alot and im happy that today i came. Cause the moment we met each other, we just talk alot of crappy stuff haha and we laughed all the way. We ate at pasta mania and we guessed that the surrounding people hate us because we make ALOT OF NOISES!!! haha ya.. we bitch about everything and we gossip about all the recent things that happen in secondary school and JC... haha all of the events were so funny that i couldnt stop laughing!!! Jia jia especially is so funny.. haha we all dont believe that she did not continue drama and went to wu shu , because the way she say her stories are so funny, all the action can really make you imagine the whole scene and make you laugh like mad!!! We took alot of pictures too but i dont have it now because angelina and jia jia havent send us yet. And as usual we were very noisy. Although we make an effort to lower down our volume, its still not working because laughing its the nature of all the higher chinese girls!!! Shit... haha boon , yy ,and jia jia forgot to do the team song that they always do today!!! haha ok ok im going to remind them again and video it down next time haha. Anyway today we really really enjoyed ourselves!!! When we went home together , we just missed the times when we took bus home and gossip in the bus together... oh and weizhen agreed with me that its okay not to change the date because alot of people couldnt make it, because the "most nosiy ones" came haha now im going to reveal who are those that i refer to as the" noisy ones"... ITS BOON YY AND JIA JIA !!! haha that title are specifically and uniquely refering to them only , i think no one can ever replace them !!! :):)

Oh and i found out another thing that is interesting about having friends that you have known very long. If someone walks past,and i notices it and feel like laughing , i dont need to tap my friend and point that person to her , i just have to look at her and i will just say" you know who im looking at right?" haha and she will say "yes!" haha its as if our minds are connected!!! Whatever things we want them to see or hear, we just need to look at each other and they will just know what you are referring too. I guess its because we have known each other for too long already and we understand what both of us is talking about or thinking about haha

Haha nowadays i have been going out for the whole day. Thursday was with the enwei, Friday was with the group that i have known since secondary 1 , Saturday was with the class and today is with the higher chinese girls. Tomorrow was suppose to be with bao hui but i dont think she can make it because she have school but i dont have poor thing... And next saturday i will be meeting the group of friends that i have known since secondary 3... These different group of people whom i meet these days are the bestest friends that i ever had!!! Tired after all these outings but its worth it!!!

Additional will be coming soon once angelina, yy and jia jia send me the photos, i will immediately post it here...

Today was our class outing day!!! haha although only few of us went its still a good outing day haha most of us that came stay in the east, the only ones that were from the other regions of Singapore were enwei and jeong, who we should be thankful for because they took the initiative to come down all the way to east coast park that could be hours away from their house. :) Anyway today we went cycling at east coast park for 2 hours and had a great time !!! We stopped half way too so that we could pick seashells but in the end we realised we picked the wrong part of the beach cause there wasnt any seashells!!! haha so we just dipped our legs in the sea!!! After 2 hours we quickly return our bikes so that we wouldnt be late and thanks to the shop keeper cause we were a bit late i think but they didnt charge us :) One of the shop keepers also called my name for fun cause i was wearing class tshirt haha i think they are really very bored cause they did that to charmaine ones also haha After that we went parkway for a while cause i needed to buy something before we head to yi xi house... When we reached yi xi house, we saw her sister. And her sister is really cute :) haha you will also see the super nice caring brother attitude that yi xi gives his sister(really different when he talks to her haha) and yi xi really cares for her sister alot YIXI YOU ARE A NICE BROTHER :) haha. We watched alot of movies till very late and ate dinner together in yi xi house. haha we forgot to play wii cause it was too late sad... we promise next time when we go your house we will play k? haha We couldnt eat much for dinner cause we ordered pizza earlier haha so sorry to yi xi... Anyway in conclusion, today was a super fun day!!! :)Hope we will have another class outing and hope everyone will come... :)

Oh and today i saw gen and samantha super happy to see them !!! miss gen so much especially, her laughter,cold jokes and all the crappy stuff that we talk together!!! and i saw wei liang 2 times today !!! haha so coincidental . Once was when we were cycling in east coast and another time was when i was waiting for the green man to cross the road haha and i saw wei liang waving to me on 966 bus!!!! hahaa i was so shocked hahaaha

okay now im going to watch 2 movies that i borrowed from yi xi, going off!!!

Why wont people open up to new people? Why when someone tries to bring us together , the other half does not respond well? Why cant they just accept the other half and stop only hanging out with themselves? Stop hanging on to the past and move on because you all are facing new people... When people have activities within themselves i think they should invite others too, because bonding only starts when both sides of people are willing to contribute and spend time together...I really hope it changes...

HAPPY DAY HAPPY DAY !!!
Today i went to vivo to meet yuen ying,rhonda and angellina!!! Its sad that crystabel and weizhen couldnt make it, i haven seen them in years!!! Anyway today i reach there first and waited for others, spending the waiting time in diso... After about 10 mins, yuen ying called me and say she reached already , haha i was quite surprised cause she is always the one that is the latest in all outings haha good good job yuen ying you improved!!! haha After we met each other, we talk alot of crazy stuff about everything, and i laughed till i cried!!! haha and we keep having this electric static feeling for 1000000 times haha while waiting for the other two, we went to buy tickets so that we could watch movie, we wanted to watch get smart so we queue in the line first. To confirm the movie that we were watching, i smsed the other two whether they were happy with what we decide but they still havent replied when we reached the counter so we called them and angellina said she watching that movie at night so yuen ying and i had to leave the counter cause we didnt know which movie to watch.. haha it was super embarrassing!!! cause we waited for so long and by the time we reach there we had to leave hahahaha today we saw alot of people from other jcs too,like hci,mjc,vjc,acjc,srjc haha and when yy saw srjc students she was shocked that their uniform looks like her school's, hci, uniform !!! haahha About 15 mins later, we met rhonda and angellina. We were super happy cause havent meet each other for a very long time already... Then we went to buy the ticket again before we went off for lunch. in the end we decided to watch DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN . okay, this movie is funny but the dialogues and clips are super disgusting haha no wonder its NC16 !!! haha After the movie at about 545, we went upstairs where they is open space and water for us to dip our leg in. haha we went there to cam whore!!! haha we took alot of pictures like holding paper displaying our exams are over , we love KC and holding papers that display our school names... haha we exchanged our school names too...Rhonda and I were snatching hci label from yy and yy was dying to take the sajc label haha four of us were all in different school!!! yy in hci, angellina in tjc, rhonda in sajc and im in cjc!!! haha if weizhen and crystabel came today they will represent vjc!!!
This are the photos that we took:


At about 6 angellina had to go off to meet family. sad... so it was only left with rhonda yy and me... haha although we were in vivo, we didnt go for window shopping instead we walk around the top floor open space area and played in the arcade for a while. haha yy and rhonda says that the basketball game can be good for exercising, cause they were sweating after playing it.. haha surprisingly rhonda got the highest score when we compete with each other for the highest score in the basketball game haha and rhonda win again when she played with yy the chip game where u try to hit it into the opponent chip slot to win haha so i guess RHONDA IS THE BIG WINNER TODAY!!! haha we went to toys r us too and we bought a liquid bottle that can blow bubble. Then at about 7 plus i think, we headed off to the open area again to sit down, dip our feet in our water , blow bubble and talk!!! haha that area is seriously a good place for group talking and bonding !!! anyway we talk to each other till 930. We didnt even know we talked for so long... I missed talking to them. We could talk about anything and everything. This is what good friends makes you feel, that comfortable feeling which makes us feel that we understand each other and all conversation can go so natural and smooth... Ive known them since sec 1 , although im in a different class from them in sec 3 and 4 , i still go out with them etc. We always do crazy stuff and always end up like mad.we could be childish sometimes but it really makes all of us enjoy our time. This is what is good about going to primary and secondary school that is affiliate to each other. You will have alot of friends that holds the precious friendship together with you for many years. When i talk to them, i can just throw back all the stress and tired feelings behind and just kept talking. Im not exaggerating but its really true. I bet everyone will have the same feelings when you talk to friends who have known you for years. I really miss them alot, all the jokes,"drama","magic shows" etc that we had is hard to forget.People like them is hard to find again. And their individual special personalities will always be the representations for each and every one of them in my heart and i dont think it will be easy for me to find another person that has the same personality because everyone is unique in their own ways. Agree? :) THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN :) We decided that in every holiday period, we are going to meet each other and we will have to go for a overseas trip together at least for once. haha and yy , rhonda ,i are going to meet each other again next thursday in island creamery again since our school is so near each other yay!!!! cant wait!!!

" I love KC "
More photos:) ( a few more with yy, haven send me yet) :

(for this photo and other funny photosm yy and i dont know why we so happen to do similar stuff and rhonda is the only one doing different action haha)


Tomorrow got 1T10 first ever class outing in east coast park and yi xi 's house cant wait!!! :):):)
oh and im thinking of higher chinese reunion dinner on sunday:)

haha at night reading newspaper and found something good:)
"A great smile will bring happiness to people around you,which will make you happy too:
"Finding happiness isnt so difficult.And one of the best ways to spread happiness is through smiles"

LOVE THIS QUOTES SO MUCH.AGREE?!

Today was really a day off for me haha i went to orchard today to meet en wei to discuss the poster that she agreed to help us to do.. THANKS SO MUCH,ENWEI.. I met her in orchard mrt station today at 2 but it was super funny cause we tried finding for each other for quite a while only until we found out that we are just a few cm away from each other haha. After that we went to macs to discuss about the poster and tried to finish it haha and we did!!! except that we havent added our themes yet...At about 3 30 we went back to school because i had to return my overdued library book. Usually i wont care about it so much cause i can always return it next week, but felicia said that one day add 50 cents so i sacrificed my time to travel back to school. Cause i didnt want to be late, so we went there earlier like 3 45 but in the end we waited for 45 mins ahhh!!! and felicia said that actually is everyday add 10 cents so it was really a waste of time for me to travel down !!!! Anyway after that , we decided to watch a movie in cathay cineleisure plus i had to buy sonia's present( lol hope she is not reading my blog). We watched kungfu panda!!! haha the show is really funny like what others have said. And after the show, we waited for the credits to end cause xinying said there is a small clip after that. In the end, it was a waste of time for us to wait so long ahh its only the master giving the panda food without having the panda to fight for it thats all haha xinying you bluff me hahaahahaha. haha i can really say enwei and i can really go alot of places cause after that we decided to go to vivo and check out DISO haha so ya... we went all the way there... We took a picture there but i accidentally deleted it in my computer(SO SORRY ENWEI!!!:(:( ) At 9 plus, enwei was hungry so we went food replublic to eat. haha i only see her eat cause i was quite full. She ate hok kian prawn mee, and it was quite good, just that the noodles a bit hard( you all can go and try :) ) Haha and the most interesting thing is she just changed her braces so her front teeth was in pain and the only thing she can do is eat with her side ,back teeth haha poor thing...Today was really fun and i think i will meet her soon cause she have to pass back the poster :):)

Just now i did one random test and the results is im a carefree, crazy,fun,simple,shy,
hardworking,graceful,lovable,sweet,helpful,mature and cheerful girl haha dont know true a not haha i hope it is:):)

Tomorrow im going out again to vivo with yuen ying , rhonda(tong chuan ren), angellina and crystabel!!! cant wait for tomorrow cause i miss them so much!!! i will make sure i take one picture for my blog:)

EXTRACT FROM YUEN YING"S BLOG(ITS INTERESTING)

It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????

YAY !!! EXAMS OVER!!! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FELICIA & ALICIA!!!
yay yay my mide years are over... SUPER HAPPY haha im not going to let results affect my joyful feeling now!!! Anyway both geography and math paper was quite hard cause there was questions that i dont know how to answer especially for math!!!Heidi was right. After geography exam , you will feel so exhaustated and dont feel like studying already!!! its very true... On that day, i was very tired in the morning especially, i guess maybe because the night before my brain was cramped with alot of geography knowledge. Then after the exam, i went library to study math with gonghua and felicia but i was so hyper that i couldnt concentrate... Haha so i left super early like at 3 and cam whore a bit for 5 mins in the library!!! luckily the librarian didnt catch me phew...




PRETTY PHOTOS HAHA the photos a bit blurr was because the library too cold and forms water vapour on the camera lens haha its my theory but i dont think its true haha

Now i cant wait for lessons to start... I miss everyone sitting in the classroom and having lessons together. I miss volleyball training too!!!I hope next week comes in a glance!!! GOOD LUCK TO ALL PEOPLE TAKING CHINESE :):) they are so poor thing, still have chinese paper tomorrow. HAHA EVERYONE ,PERSEVERE!!!!

after talking to xinying and germaine in the canteen today. i thought of something...
for those who needs it: We all know that study might be tough on some people, some of us may want to study but just doesnt have the attitude towards it. In whatever you do, dont give up easily. even if you are not doing well in that subject, you need to have a positive attitude to encourage yourself to try again and do well.Since you have the abilty to get into a jc now or you entered a good secondary school previously , it already shows that you have the potential to do well. always remember that everyone is clever:)If you want to change to another study path, always think again, make sure you know what you are doing before making the final decision... because it will be better, if you are happy and like what you study. yes, sometimes its quite tough to study and it takes alot of effort to make yourself study, but if u just look back at what you did, you definitely will feel a satisfaction with the whole process and end result in the end... When you are studying , you are not alone, there is always friends experiencing the same process who are supporting you all the way. So dont give up easily or even make a conclusion right after meeting one obstacle,because everyone can improve. :):) in whatever you do try your best before giving up. Sometimes you may think you are trying your best but actually you are not...

oh and kian how is sick, hope he gets well :) ( haha xinying i care for everyone in class k... not only him... haha)

Oh i forgot to write...
MY BROTHER GOING BACK TO TAIWAN!!! YAY!!! haha he will be reaching taiwan in about 8 hours, at about 3 am in the morning and reach taiwan home at 5 plus. So i guess when i wake up to go to school my brother will be back in taiwan home... haha i think he will just straight away go to sleep after 19 hours of traveling from Detroit Airport to Osaka Airport then to Taiwan Airport. super long ride home!!! Haha i dont know why im so happy anyway cause i wont be able to see him at all. This is my second year for not seeing him already:( if after his graduation, he straight away goes to army, i will not be able to see him the 3rd year:( At least my sister in taiwan gets to see him soon but i dont...How sad... For my family, we are not those that show our feelings easily.haha like 2 years back, my brother came to Singapore, he keep disturbing me 24 hours, my sister said it was because he miss disturbing you haha... I guess you will miss your them when your siblings leave you for a long time. For me, my feelings are not strong when they leave because im used to having family members everywhere but when they come back i will be very happy to see them:)But its just that im dont show it on the surface haha...

START OF MID YEARS
Yay!!! Today i had my economics paper... It was quite okay but im not sure whether i can pass a not cause i hadnt pass one test yet ever since i studied that subject. I hope at least i get a pass or C :)I know im not suppose to blog now , but haha i just need a rest from memorizing for geography tomorrow. GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF AND EVERYONE FOR GEOGRAPHY!!! After tomorrow, i will feel very happy already cause all memorizing work will be over. I think the only thing i like about having math exams is that you can practice it anywhere and everywhere.However, i didnt practice math as much as im suppose to do this time so i guess i hope to score a C or at least a P for math. Haha i guess to get an A, i have to like math exam again,just like last time when i was in sec 4, i love math so much that i focus on it alot.

After exam, charmaine, damian and I went to eat at KFC in Toa Payoh. Haha you can get 1 dollar off if you buy 2 piece chicken and present the Popular card to the cashier. So next time if you go to KFC, remember to bring along that card!!! Haha today damian also say my blog is inspiring haha dont know he is joking or is it for real. Haha cause its my first time blogging so i guess i dont know whats the feeling like if someone reads it. Thanks anyway Damian:)

Guess what im doing now, im listening to this 70th anniversary CHIJ KATONG CONVENT PRIMARY CONCERT CD!!! Haha i just so happen to find it on my shelf so i took out to listen. The songs may be too kiddy for my age now, but i really like it alot cause i miss the times when i was in KCP... Sometimes i hope to see my primary school teachers but they are all not in KCP anymore. I think some might still remember me because i was quite talkative and hyper when i was young. That might just answer some people's doubt , because for all my life alot of people ask me why i didnt become the prefect and student councillor. Because i always do my work and my sister was a leader in her whole life, so i guess everyone assume that the teachers will choose me hahaha... Anyway our primary school is being tore down for reconstruction because the building was too old and termites were eating up the woods of the building. I was quite unhappy when i pass the broken school because i have this feeling that they are going to rebuild it just like the other government schools,no originality anymore. My mum once said that they sent us to KCP was because when she first time came into Singapore, she passes the school building once.And at that moment she felt that the school was like a western cottage,a very beautiful building that stands out from the others. As alumni , we hope that KCP does not lose the IJ culture that has existed for nearly 78 years i think when they rebuild the whole building again:(.. I miss KC alot!!! The culture especially and all the mass that happens occasionally... I think only IJ girls will understand what im feeling now...When we were in the secondary school , we all didnt like the prayer mass because it was long, boring and we had to cramp ourselves in that small hall, but now we missed it alot. I thought CJ will have the same culture, but it seems like they have very few of them...IJ is still the best!!!Im proud to be part of the IJ family... Sometimes resinging the IJ songs are heartwarming... There was once in TJ where i sang IJ songs with Wenshin and Sinyee, they were from IJ St Nics... We just keep on singing and singing for a very long time... I guess it is those IJ songs that brought all IJ schools together as one family...:):) I cant wait for the 80 th anniversary that is coming up in two years time. I wont know whether i will still be here a not but im still going to anticipate for this big event...:):)

Ok.. now i wont blog till exams are over on Wednesday haha..

I can really feel that there is no chemistry... Nvm im just going to go with the flow thats all...

One day left...
Today i spent my whole afternoon going to my regular jap lesson... My mum just decided that since i learnt that language for so long she is going to sent me to japan for a trip and stay in foster homes for 3 months before getting my a level result or after getting my results. Haha i havent decide when yet but most probably i will go. Cant wait, but scared too...

After my lesson, i went off to meet li jia , pearls, stephanie.. Haha they are my secondary sch friends and its hard to miss them haha cause they always have to go to bugis to work so if i want to meet them its always convenient to give them a call and we will just meet after my lesson. Its sad because its hard for kaiboon to meet us often... Anyway today i met them because stephanie went china and pearls went hong kong so they have bought something for us. haha the most surprising thing is both of them bought mirrors!!! haha so coincidence.. But unfortunately stephanie forgot to bring hers so i guess i will have to meet her again after lesson. When i ask her how does hers look like , she say its more mature and better than pearls one haha and pearls just give the look haha

This is the mirrors that pearls gave cute right? haha its actually a pouch like think and u can pull out the mirror for use(haha dont know how to describe it)
Anyway i have decided to take the white one so it means that the black one will be Kaiboon's :) Hope you dont mind the black one, Boon...
Thanks Pearls anyway nice gift!!! The only thing that is funny about this gift is that she went hong kong but she brought a gift that looks like something that should be brought from japan haha she is so funny...

TWO DAYS LEFT
Oh my, today is really very tiring , sitting in the library studying econs and geog is really tiring because i had to cramp up all this memorizing work in my small brain. I feel like inventing a new brain or a brain enlarger so that people can remember more things in the future.Today i went home right after the library closes, this is my earliest time of all my studying days. Oh and i think there is a ghost around me or something, i lost 2 things this week and last week... One was my flask next was my gc!!! Both are the most expensive stuff a student can have when studying. I checked the library and my house both cant be seen anywhere... Where are they?Tomorrow when i go bugis for japanese class i think i will have to quickly get my gc and the normal calculator for my math paper...My mum just scolded me cause usually i dont lose things... Haha there is three type of person in my house. First is my brother who always will pick up stationary that people left behind,next is my sister who always lose her things ( she lost especially her watch thousand of times already haha) and me who seldom lose things... But now i have nearly lost my watch once but found and now i lost my bottle and gc this year.how nice..feel like killing myself now...

Oh and i heard today that my cousin cant come over already... Sad... Then for dont know what reason, my mum and i were discussing about the topic of comparing results. She say if any family members always want to compare the results of her children to their children she will be very unhappy. Then i start thinking that actually comparing results are really a motivation sometimes for people to do better. For my mum's character, she will not force us to study. she even said that if i really dont want to study its ok for her but i was thinking how can we not study, even now the subject of art has to be studied too so that we can get a career in the future... Sometimes im jealous of families that are strict on their child because it could be a drive that helps them to do their best. The only thing i dont like is that they might not study as happy as i am. For my whole life my mum never scolds me about my studies. But i was the one with the lowest scores for psle and the highest score for o level in my family. If i hadnt compared myself to my siblings i think i wont even be able to enter a jc today. In sec 2 i even nearly drop to normal academic because i fail my english but the school allowed me to continue express.. Only and the start of secondary 4, i started serious studying putting more effort into my work. So that i can break my parents expectation. They told me they expected me to go polytechnic because in all my life my results were not good. They were very surprised that i got into jc. They even feel that im crazy because i was crying like mad when i received my results and was unhappy with it...I guess at that time i have my own expectation for myself but i didnt achieve it. My parents expectation for me is low, sometimes i just hope it can be higher...For all this years im the one who make my own expectation not them . They once said,some people only do well in studies in the later part of their life, and i think they were referring to me. I hope so too. With only a year and a half left, my aim is to do well in my a levels thats all. JC is the hardest stage in our education period after graduating from jc and proceeding to university will be the happiest thing happening to all of us.

Oh but dont get me wrong , im not a super competitive girl, whatever results i get i will just face the reality.Im not going to lose friendship just because of stupid study competitions. :):)

3 days left to mid years...
Yay my cousin scored very well for her exam that is something like our Olevel,and she got into a good high school!!! Feel so happy for her, she improved a lot, from 190 to 260 out of 300 !!! its so good:):)

Today study from morning to 630 again,wah damn tiring especially memorizing geography. Oh and daniel say mark is the best for physical geography he is the expert haha so i went to ask him about geography question, felt scared at first but after a while very happy cause my doubts is solved , next time if i got more question, i wonder if he is willing to teach ...

Today Patrick was super disgusting haha cannot discuss details... GIRLS BEWARE OF PATRICK!!!HE MIGHT JUST POISON YOUR INNOCENT MINDS!!! haha i really didnt know patrick is such a person even mathew say so, he say last time he also didnt know only until when patrick trains for volleyball with them,they found out that patrick is like that haha but on the bright side it was really fun today, we laugh alot and its really good exercise after all the studying. Its always good to rest for a while to relax then continue to study so your brain wont tired out from memorizing things.

Tomorrow will be the start of mid year exams. GOOD LUCK TO ALL H2 LIT STUDENTS!!!
I really cant wait for our zoo class outing next friday and im hoping to meet my secondary sch higher chinese classmates and going out for COLOU(RED) outing :):) haha I should think of the fun stuff and work harder!!! OH and im meeting enwei for a while on thursday , cant wait:)

its thursday morning now haha good luck to all fencers!!! they will be having competition at clementi sports hall at 10:):)

TODAY WAS RAINING VERY HEAVILY!!
Today weather is super good but not good for studying cause i feel like just lying on the table to sleep. haha anyway this is my first time studying from 10 to 6!! its very tiring i dont even feel like waking up today... And you know what tomorrow im going to wake up earlier so that i can reach school at 9,which means tomorrow im going to study from 9 to 6... Gonghua is really a early bird haha Gonghua you should do the same for normal school days then maybe you won't be late often haha:):)

After 6 ,Charmaine and I went to the sch track to run 7 rounds. At first we couldnt really decide whether we should run outside to sji or island creamery but i was afraid that it will rain again so we decided to run at the track.When we went there, ryan, qi neng ,jun kai were still playing volleyball haha previously they even tried tempting me and mathew to play with them haha We ask them whether want to run with us but only ryan agreed , haha the other two were too lazy already cause they just had a buffet before that...

I think my stamina is really getting lousy after having two weeks of no training. When i ran with them , it was the pace that i normally would run but at the last round i feel more tired than before. Ryan was 10 mins plus (im sure he can run faster cause he was following our pace till the 6th round) Charmaine was 11.02 mins mine was 11.06 or so mins. I know it may sound good for others but im aiming for 10 mins plus, for myself to improve i have to follow charmiane's pace or else i will never reach my target. After running 2.4 i felt very uncomfortable, i feel dizzy and felt as if there is not enough oxygen entering into my lungs , so i had to rest for awhile while the guys left...

After that Charmaine went to do pull ups , she said her stamina has fallen too but im sure when her odac training starts again it will be back again. Don't worry too much charmaine, you are the best athlete in our class!!!

After feeling much better , we headed home. Unlucky again.. We waited for 30 mins for 966 and when it came there wasnt any sit for us. I still felt a bit dizzy when im standing however when i saw one seat empty i will prefer to stand cause charmaine will have no seats if i seat... So i guess the most important thing i have noticed today is really to improve my stamina and stop eating junk food!!!

Im still feeling unwell now,maybe i shouldnt run so fast after so long not running on tracks.
But im super happy haha talking on msn makes me feel much better:):)

Today I studied with theresa again.. HaHa this time we studied in the library :) But at 2pm after we had our lunch, she went off with patrick to a new study place. Haha so in the end when gonghua came to school at 2 , we studied together in the library:)

Nothing interesting really happened today,its just that i really have a problem with geography because i didnt understand lecture 14 of our human geography!!! Then i remembered once charmaine said that kianhow like geography and he is willing to help her when she needs help so i decided to ask kianhow to help me. Haha but .. he was outside and didnt had the notes with him so he didnt know what i was talking about .haha in the end , I decided to ask him online tonight when he has the notes with him!!! :) I wanted to ask the people from our senior class like daniel , mark, timonthy, natalie who takes geography but i didnt dare to . So i gave up the idea. But i heard daniel teaches people, so maybe if next time i really have a qns and kianhow is not free i will go and ask him.

We saw Damian also:) he was studying with his friends in the canteen.. It seems like everyone is studying so hard, I guess i have to buck up also and catch up with them. GOOD LUCK 1T10 FOR THE MID YEARS!!!

At 5 the library was closing so we had to leave. Theresa and I was suppose to play vball with me but since she left, i decided to practice spiking for a while while gonghua studies at the grandstand when i practice. Haha when we reached the grandstand gong hua wanted to play vball with me,so we played for a while. I dont know whether is it my ball lousy or what the ball keeps flying everywhere so it was quite tiring cause we had to run around.Gonghua went to sit down and i start practicing spiking.

At 6 , we headed to canteen and rest haha we took that picture there. She edit the picture and place a word study in the picture.She made it as my wallpaper so that can remind me to study for exam . Thanks Gonghua!!! This is a picture of her new bag too:) Although i prefer her yellow bag,this bag looks good too:)


Oh and i saw Cherie at Kembangan!!!And I heard she is going to Australia to study!!! She is leaving on July 7th i think if im not wrong. I told her to bring back some Australian cute guys haha I told her that if i pass my gp i will tell her on msn :)GOOD LUCK CHERIE!!!

Today its really not a hippyhappyday...
Well at first it was cause our PW group did a great job today !!! We finished alot of things today and im very satisfied , im sure the other team mates are satisfied with today's meeting too. Last week with only me and cheryl the meeting ended at 3 plus but today with the whole team present , we ended at 1 plus!!! This shows that teamwork is really very important:)
Jeong Su 's advice for the team in the email he sent me " Dont be like me keep failing, must always study hard !!!" Thanks Jeong :)

As a leader i want to thank the team, if u find that im too demanding or what must tell me okay.. And if you have a good idea that you are willing to share, dont hesitate to tell the others we will always be there to listen:) And if you feel that i have given you alot of work to do tell me too ... If you feel like helping other team mates to finish the work,feel free to extend a helping hand :) Remember we are always a team. As a team , we help each other, we care for each other :) This applies to VOLLEYBALL TOO.

After PW meeting, I studied with cheryl and theresa. At about 6 , Theresa and I went to play volleyball(haha actually it was suppose to be earlier haha) . We played till 6.40 and she had to go. She wanted to go canteen buy drinks and needed my company but i wanted to stay back to practice volleyball.. After a long conflict of dragging and pulling of my bag haha i went to canteen with her( actually under one condition, she must return to the grand stand with me) haha but she didnt fulfill that condition!!Okay.. this can be forgiven cause her bus was coming and she had to rush off to watch her free movie(I'm so jealous) at Vivo. When I went to the grandstand I saw Ngee Derk , and as usual he was doing the funny movements with his hand haha keep trying Derk:) He wasnt alone this time, he was with his roommates. And he showed me his room mate who is our volleyball senior, the liberro(sorry dunno how to spell) in the guys team:)

After practicing serving and spiking, it was already quite late.. about 730.I picked up my bag and head towards the toilet to wash my hands cause it was super dirty...Oh I wanted a drink too.. BUT you know what happen!!! The door was locked and i couldnt get in so i gave up the idea and head straight to the exit gate. As usual , the small gate was locked so i walked past the carpark and hope that the carpark gate is still opened(usually it will be opened) But guess what.. All gates were lock!!!! Which means Im lock in school and no one is in the school. I panicked and got scared but i was thinking if the people from the hostel is still playing soccer in our school field the hostel gates will still be open . So i ran back to the grandstand and run up the steps. And... I found out its still open!!! Haha i was so relieved!!!! Although I had to walk the long way back , I feel lucky that im out finally. But the story is not over yet... When I finally reached my busstop, my bus 966 drove off. And I was like SHIT... Cause the next 966 will take 30 mins to come!!!! I was alone there in the woollu place listening to music and messaging people cause I want to feel secured. Luckily about 15 mins later , 2 CJ people came and they are my SAVIOR!!! But I was thinking how did they came out of school? Climb gate? or use my way? haha it will always remain as a question!!!

Oh and today we made new friends haha they came to ask us whether we can help them do church survey.. Haha so we met fenghui she is a very funny person to talk with, a j3 girl (sorry cant remember the name so sorry :) ) and a couple of girls and a HC guy haha i told him that he is invading our sch!!! hahaahahahaahaha Surprisingly all of us chit chatted for a very long time hahaha its really has been a great time to meet these new friends :) I will remember to say hi to them but for those people whom i dont know your name, sorry if i dont say hi when i see you hope you understand :)

Interesting Story right? if it has made your day happy , leave a message:):)

There is a problem with my tag board it has problems showing the message. Haha if u cant see the message you will have to refresh again and again lol.... Li Jia got fooled by it thought she is the first person to tag the blog hahahahahahaha.. this is so typical of her :):)

Secret of the day:
Ahh tonight is really suay for me...
I was practicing volleyball at home when im watching tv after my mum went out. Since i was practicing serving , i had to hit the ball against the wall. It was suppose to hit against the wall and bounce back to me instead it flew past me and hit this sort of lamp post behind me. And the next thing i saw is the lamp post broke to half and dropped on the floor. I panicked!!! So the first this i do is take a scorch tape and tape them together and next think of a story that my mum will believe. Since this lamp post have the potential to break into two , i decided to tell my mum that it broke by itself. And yay she believed. After she came home, she went to fix it and went off again to but new bulb. Haha luckily the bulb isnt smashed into pieces :) If she knows the truth. I guess she wont allow me to practice volleyball again at home... So i think i will just keep this to myself forever!!!

Tomorrow got PW meeting, lots of things to do. And i just found out that our written report draft 1 needs to be handed in right after mid years!!! so ya.. we have to quickly discuss our introduction tomorrow:) Cheryl, Germaine and Zhi Yong lets work together to get our As :):)

Oh and i think Geog is really killing me, so much things to memorize.. One week left work hard work hard:):)

New findings:
Charmaine just told me that she lost 4 kg after the expedition!!! haha joanne really is very observant haha i want to lose 4 kg too !!! that will be my target for this year but i dont think i will be able to accomplish that with so many trainings throughout the year haha

Today i went for my weekly Japanese lesson again.. At first i didnt feel like going because i didnt learn my kanji test which is something like spelling and my conversation homework. But my mum didnt allow me so ya... i dragged my feet all the way to bugis.I have been learning japanese for the 4th year now but don't have high hopes for me okay.. haha in my 1st year i did have alot of interest towards japanese but now im not sure anymore, i wanted to go to japan to study university but now im actually very scared even to stay there alone because im not familiar with the language. Im not a good student, really.. my scores are always 50 plus which helps me to get to the next level by only a small gap away from failing... Now i dont even know whether i want to go japan to study anymore, because after seeing my sister and brother heading to the west i hope to follow them too... oh and i want to clarify something, it doesnt mean i learn japanese i will be fond of japanese movies in the theaters or animes.Actually im not very fond of these things, i just like the language so i learn it thats all...

Actually since im the only one left in Singapore , i really hope to follow my sister to england. I dont want to stay here anymore. My mum wanted to sent me to follow my sister because she herself is tired to be alone here anyway , all her friends has already left Singapore and their kids are already overseas.. BUT my father dont allow because im too young... I know it will be hard for my father because he will have to earn more money but cant i just be selfish for once? PLEASE...I WANT TO LEAVE!!! after 1 year or so i will be leaving here, even if i study here for university i will eventually leave here because im not a PR and i will rather return to my country to stay. After i leave , it will be leaving my friends too . I know i will miss them alot and yes i will come to Singapore to visit my friends again.But i know i will always be in contact with them because there is always MSN :) I love my friends alot and this blog will help me to show them how i am where ever i am at :)

Friends must always stay in touch okay? no matter what we should always remain contactable for all the friends that you have met.

why am i always the one starting... sad...i wonder...
(haha some people will know what im talking about)

More Beloved Classmates photo :)
I tried being a alien for 1 sec and its quite fun :):) hahaha

Today i only wish for...
MY BROTHER TO COME SINGAPORE AND HELP ME WITH MY COMPUTER!!!!
my computer is urgently in need of my brother's help seriously... every once a year my computer will have a problem , its a routine that has been happening throughout my life. I have no idea why im not fated to computers:( . Ever since my brother went off to America, computer problems is my worst enemy. Unfortunately my brother is not coming to singapore this year.. sad...he is returning to taiwan for job attachment. i guess most likely i will not see him for another year how sad... he will be going to army after his education, and its not fair because my parents don't really allow us to attend the graduation ceremony in US. If they suddenly change their mind i will be so happy. In August , it will be my sister's turn to go England. Haha Once i had a thought , if my bro marries a america women and my sister marries a england guy and maybe for me... (haha not sure yet) , we will be a multi country family haha how interesting that will be :):)

Today i studied with charmaine. Well,it wasnt planned at all , i just so happen to see her in canteen today . I was very glad to see her again since i havent seen her for a very long time after LTC camp. She became so dark and fit because she went for expedition haha You are definitely slimmer,Charmaine haha oh and do you know that they don't bathe at all during the expetition!!! and they drink water from the river(by the way they will boil the water first before drinking haha) so what she did was , when she went back home , she said she bathe twice and wash her face twice cause there were layers of oil on her face, luckily she didnt grow any pimples haha. Oh and some people got stung by wasps, i hope they are all right now..Charmaine missed her beloved drink too, bubble tea!!! If you want to give her a present now , i guarantee chocolates and bubble tea will be the best :):) Personally i feel that although expedition could be tiring and tough, i feel that it will be a great experience if anyone dares to attend it. It is the only time where your friends are always close together and everyone will be super bonded. Its interesting and it is the only chance to know whether you will be able to survive in a non-luxurious world :) haha

Oh and today i saw Kenneth and Victor today in the canteen but they didnt haha so i guess they are super blind haha Good luck to Tudor,Nicole,Victor and Kenneth for your fencing competiton which will be coming up soon :):) !!!

Sports Carnival!! Girls dorminated class so no guys(sorry guys)




LTC Camp Group COlOU(RED)!!!

MY FUNNY FUNKY CAM LOVER CLASSMATES
All thx to guan ling :):)